"Siberia" Backstreet Boys
I think I just had the best expirence in my life.
I called Brian to tell him I was taking him to a Backstreet Boys
concert. He FREAKED OUT. Omg, it was the cutest thing. He was almost
confused at first, and then he started screaming "WOOOOOO" and his mom
said he was jumping up and down. Lmao. She took a picture of him when I
told him, and she said she'd give me the picture. He was so excited, he
just kept talking about how he was going to wear his BSB shirt there
and how we were going without adults and then he yelled "DID WE GET THE
FRONT ROW!?" lol and I was like, noooo Brian, not even close, but we'll
be able to see them! And then he started to scream again and he was
like "Could we meet them?!" Hahha, I wish. I told him we'd try. He was
asking about the music they were gonna play, and if I had the new CD
yet, because he did, and he loved it. And then randomly he started
screaming again. I was laughing the whole time, he just was SO
thrilled. I'm over that whole"babysitter" thing, we're going to have a
great time. He was so happy. My Aunt got on the phone after I told him,
and she was like, "last year Brian's teacher said that going to a BSB
concert was the thing he wanted to do most, and everyone was always
telling me I need to get tickets, but I never knew how to do that
stuff, and who would go with him? Me? He's so happy, do you hear him
screaming?" Omg. lol. I was sooooo happy with my mom for thinking of
the idea, and with myself for going through it.
The whole thing kinda made me want to cry. Brian can't go on a
rollercoaster, and he has to go on "baby" rides at amusment parks. He's
a dwarf, and he has to look up at everyone, even his 4 year old
brother. Brian feels so badly, all the time, because he's so small.
Being so small for a guy, is even worse. Sometimes I think about it,
and I really wonder... how will he really meet someone and fall in love
and have that exprience? Him being SO small... it's so hard. And he
gets SO MUCH joy out of the Boys. He's such a good boy, too. Hyper, but
good. He's got a great heart. It's my fault he likes them anyway... I
brought my newly purchased Mellinium, when he was like, 6, to a
sleepover, and he feel in love with I Want It That Way. I felt kinda
proud I won the music war, considering his brothers were trying to get
him to like Ozzy Osbourn and The Grateful Dead. Anyway... I just feel
so bad for Brian, all the time. I feel in a way, like my mom and I just
made Brian's life...alittle better.
I'm even more excited. If that was ever possible.
Since this whole post was about the BSB, can I like, gush for a moment?
"Siberia." Holy Crap. The music is OUTSTANDING, and the vocals are even
better. At first, the beginning was my favorite, with the haunting
music and then Brian's voice. Then it was the 3rd verse, Nicky and
someone I can't place. ( Howie? AJ? I'm thinking AJ.) Then it was
the 2nd verse, with AJ. But now? It's the way end, when they sing
"Siberia, Siberia, When the one you want doesn't want you too." As the
music is fading, and I have to turn the music up higher to hear them
sing it, but it's so amazing. The melody is so soothing yet SO
depressing at the same time,and their voices fit together so perfectly.
It gives me chills. Sometimes, I just rewind the track back a few
seconds to just hear them sing it again and again. I'm so pathetic.
Right. Going out to dinner with Shawn for my birthday in 2 hours and I haven't really moved yet. lol. Time to take a shower.